There were two surgeons, Katherine, the resident, my nurse Brandwyn and another anesthesiologist who had very large brown eyes. They were all busy getting ready as I came in.
One of the surgeons quipped that she hates it when folks greet her with tears. I wasn’t in the mood to be funny however. I wanted to be far away from the OR, on a beach preferably. With a large girly drink in a pineapple. An umbrella wouldn’t hurt either.
As I was wailing, saying I didn’t want to do this and was too scared, they quickly escorted me to the operating table. I was still bawling and was annoyed when I asked for some tissue and was instead give a wad of gauze. It just seemed wrong.
As the surgeon said everything would be alright, the anesthesiologists worked stealthily, applying leads here and there. Then, the surgeon boomed, “Time out!” Everyone stopped in a freeze-tag kind of way. The surgeon, masked and ready to go, said to me, “Who are you and what are we doing to you today? And what is your medical records number?” I feebly got my name out and explained they were there to break my face, which garnered chuckles from the medical team. Ha ha. Then as I was in the middle of rattling off my birthdate and medical record number (how nerdy am I that I actually have that memorized?) I was out. Those sneaky anesthesiologists knocked me out via my IV and that was all she wrote.
The next thing I remember I was being wheeled to the Recovery Room. I was tired and wanted to sleep. I looked at the clock and it was about 1pm. I wondered how the surgery went and if anyone had updated my husband in the waiting room somewhere.
At about 2pm I woke up with a start. The recovery room held eight beds and my neighbor starting hollering. She wasn’t in pain. Oh no. She was singing the praises of morphine, puppies, unicorns and teddy bears. She was high as a kite and was recovering from some sort of leg surgery. The weird thing about my recovery is that even though I too was on the morphine drip, everything was completely clear. I couldn’t get up or move much, but my mind was sharp.
I instantly wanted to throw a pillow at my neighbor. She had a beanie baby she pretended to fly over her head and then she began to babble about being in a car accident. She appeared to be in her 60s. While checking her vitals, her nurse, without missing a beat, asked, “So, how long have you been a drug addict?” The woman replied, “Thirty-six wonderful years.”
The woman would then sort of slow down and just when I would doze off, she would start singing at the top of her lungs again. And every time she did that, my heart would jump sending the monitors off the chart, causing a bevy of nurses to run to my bedside. I tried to tell them it was her, but I hadn’t quite gotten the knack of talking with my mouth wired shut. This happened until about 7pm when she was finally wheeled to a room.
At five minutes to 8pm, my attentive nurse Tom got antsy. He started loading up my bed and explained I was now being moved to my room. They had finally found one. Looking around the recovery area it wasn’t hard to notice that this was obviously the end of the day for the recovery nurses; monitors were being turned off and lights were going dim as folks grabbed their purses.
As I was being wheeled away yet again, I wondered if anyone had contacted my husband. I hadn’t seen him since the morning and my time in Recovery was only supposed to be an hour or two. I couldn’t worry about that for long as the hospital was like a landmine. Every hallway we entered was narrow and I had to use my arms to push chairs and carts out of the way. The nurse rammed my bed into the doorway of the elevator three times. I seriously just wanted to get out and walk.
Finally at 8:05pm I rolled into my room. I quickly glanced to my new roomie — an elderly woman and waited for my husband to arrive.